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Finding an Adventurer's Spirit Beyond Suzuka Circuit

This is an English translation of the original Japanese article, translated with the help of AI.
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March 4, 2026, somewhere. A certain shop was hosting a McLaren collaboration. There were a few interesting exhibits, but the one that grabbed me most was the racing sim.

At that point, I had no idea I was sticking one foot into something terrifying. This was the start of a frantic two weeks between me and a racing sim.

(BGM: We’re Finally Landing - Home)

The Rules#

The rules of the event are as follows.

On a full-blown racing simulator, with the steering wheel, pedals and a vibrating seat all built into one rig, you compete on lap times around Suzuka Circuit in the game F1 25.

Each person’s best clean lap (that is, a lap with no penalties for things like cutting corners) is recorded on the leaderboard.

The leaderboard is tallied every Sunday at 20:00, and if you hold the best time in the shop at that moment, you get McLaren merch as a prize. You can’t win more than once.

There are three tallies: March 8, March 15 and March 22.

The number of attempts is unlimited (as long as no other customer wants a turn). At first it was limited to 2 laps per person per week, but probably because fewer people showed up than expected, that was immediately changed to unlimited.

The racing sim is set up there for three weeks, and you can try it for free any time during business hours.

Week 1#

The only racing games I’ve ever played are Mario Kart and Kirby Air Ride. And I have almost no interest in F1.

I found out about this event by chance on 3/4 (the Wednesday of week 1) and took my first run. My time was around 1:46. The top time was around 1:34. At this point the limit of 2 laps per week was still in effect.

That night, I went to a stylish bar.
That night, I went to a stylish bar.

Saturday, Week 1#

When I came back on Saturday, the top time had been updated to 1:31.686.

This game obviously favors experienced players. Apparently the record holder in 1st has the same kind of controller setup at home. There’s no way someone who’s run a grand total of 4 laps can beat that.

Or so I thought, until the rule change was announced. As long as nobody else was waiting, the number of attempts was now unlimited.

That changes everything. Maybe, if I grind like crazy, taking 1st isn’t impossible.

I think I ran about 5 laps that day. Result: 1:36.331. 6th place, a whole 4.7 seconds off the top.

But I had cut 10 seconds in a single day. I only need to cut 4.7 more. This might actually be doable.

On the other hand, I heard something ominous. The top record holder has apparently been bringing a friend who also has a racing sim setup at home.

This is really bad. If word of this event gets around and the pros start showing up one after another, beating them is hopeless.

The only way to avoid that is to win and run as early as possible, ideally this very week.

Sunday, Week 1#

The first tally day arrived. I watched world-record videos in the 1:26 range and studied racing lines, then headed to the shop, where the top time was unchanged from 1:31.686.

There were no other customers, so I could run almost freely for the 90 minutes until closing. In fact, my limit was my own stamina. With breaks in between, I probably ran about 40 laps.

My best time was 1:32.090.

  • S1: 33.502
  • S2: 41.522
  • S3: 18.259

I missed 1st place by 0.4 seconds. And that lap isn’t even legitimate, because I got hit with a shortcut penalty at the chicane on the previous lap. It would have no effect on the final result, so they kindly put it on the leaderboard as a courtesy.

My legitimate best lap was 1:33.471. 1.8 seconds behind 1st.

  • S1: 34.079
  • S2: 41.132
  • S3: 18.259

Frustrating. But on the other hand, taking 1st doesn’t seem completely impossible.

Week 2#

I decided to take this challenge personally.

Wednesday, Week 2#

A 30-minute session. My best was 1:34.052. 1st place on the leaderboard: 1:31.569.

Thursday, Week 2#

I took the day off work and started at 13:00. Two hours later, I got the following time:

1:30.988

  • S1: 33.014
  • S2: 40.107
  • S3: 17.865

Breaking into the 1:30s
Breaking into the 1:30s

I finally snatched 1st place! And it was the first 1:30 in the history of this event. If this holds, victory is mine.

I went back again that night, but couldn’t beat that time.

Friday, Week 2#

When I arrived at 14:00, my glorious record from yesterday had been updated to 1:30.937. An improvement of just 0.051 seconds. This should not be allowed to happen.

Challenge started. Four hours later, I got the following time:

1:30.921

  • S1: 32.930
  • S2: 40.115
  • S3: 17.874

I took the lead back by 0.016 seconds over 2nd place. But I couldn’t let my guard down yet. Tomorrow is Saturday. And Sunday is the tally. That’s far too weak a record to try to run away with.

So I kept going. Ninety minutes later, I clocked 1:30.284!!!

(I forgot to write down the sector times.)

That’s a 0.64-second improvement on my personal best.

Surely I can call this a win. The rival who had passed me by 0.051 seconds had now been passed back by more than 10 times that, 0.64 seconds. Even if he came in the next day, his spirit would be broken and he wouldn’t try.

An Aside#

By the way, this game is brutal on the body. There’s force feedback through the steering wheel, so your arms get really tired.

The seat is hard plastic, and there’s a lot of vibration through it too. If you keep going, your lower back starts to hurt. Add the muscle aches in my arms and legs, and I’m a complete wreck.

And needless to say, it’s brutal on the mind too. To shave off a hundredth of a second, you run dozens of laps. No matter how well it’s going up to that point, one mistake at the last chicane ruins everything.

An intense adrenaline rush, the kind I hadn’t experienced in the past year, was coursing through my whole body. In fact, after taking back the record following four hours of attempts, my fingers kept shaking for about 10 minutes.

Saturday, Week 2#

I went to challenge it again this day, but there was no change on the leaderboard. I kept 1st with 1:30.284. The standings were also unchanged.

Apparently this time is 0.2 seconds faster than that of the English-speaking staff member dispatched for the event. He taught me a lot about technique and tips (in English), and I had finally surpassed my master.

What a beautiful ending. I beat my rival, I beat my master. That’s plenty for a story. Let it end here. Please, nobody beat it again. My arms, legs and lower back are all at their limit.

…Or so I thought, but during the 60 minutes I was there, my master set a 1:30.160. He’s staff, so it doesn’t affect the leaderboard, but it’s hardly a beautiful ending.

My master said something cool like “I did it to give you a reason to keep challenging.” I took on the challenge right away, but my best that day stopped at 1:30.547.

Also, that day, the current top three on the leaderboard were all gathered in the shop at once.

I had been scheming to keep the secret of my speed hidden, but once I actually sat in the seat, I couldn’t help but do my best.

A friendly atmosphere, yet with an eerie quiet to it.

Sunday, Week 2#

Tally day finally came. If I could get through this day, I would officially be the winner of this event.

I was in 1st on the leaderboard, but I still had my goal of surpassing my master. And there was always a non-zero chance that someone else would snatch 1st.

So I decided to go into the final day fully prepared.

Right then, the anime Akagi was available free for a limited time, and I’d been watching it. Just as Akagi chugged energy drinks while taking on Washizu Mahjong, I decided to take a biochemical approach.

First, I drank 400 ml of coffee, which I’d normally spread out over a whole day, all at once at noon, for the caffeine. On top of that, 30 minutes before the challenge, I drank an energy drink containing 160 mg of caffeine. That’s about 350 mg of caffeine in total.

On top of this, I smoked sage. Sage apparently boosts memory, and I did it hoping for that effect.

And finally, I took a massive whiff of a rosemary essential oil sample at the MUJI near the shop. Rosemary apparently improves concentration and memory. It just smelled really good, so I ended up buying a whole bottle.

Week 2, the Final 4 Hours#

I arrived at 16:00 and fell into despair. My record of 1:30.284 had been beaten by 1:30.277. A difference of 0.007 seconds.

According to the staff, that rival showed up around noon like a comet and casually broke the record. He’s a friend of the former 2nd place, and of course has a racing sim at home.

An extremely bad situation. On paper, all I had to do was run almost exactly like I did on Friday, just a tiny bit better, and I’d take 1st back. But easier said than done. Honestly, I didn’t think I could reproduce a record that took me four hours to achieve.

That day, I had brought a friend along as a witness. He seemed less to be rooting for my challenge than to be appalled by how absorbed I was.

One Hour Left#

There’s a conversation I’ll never forget. Three hours into my attempt, he pointed out to me, “It’s not good to be obsessed.”

Running hundreds of laps of Suzuka Circuit almost every day, for hours at a time, even skipping work: it was an all-too-reasonable thing to say to a grown adult.

Furious, I replied, “Anyone who can’t take life’s side quests seriously will fail at everything.”

That’s right! This is a side quest of life.

Looking back, this is such a Genshin Impact kind of event. There’s a limited-time event, it has a minigame in it, and you get rewards depending on your score.

I want to be a Traveler (as in Genshin Impact). And I defined a Traveler before as someone who strives to bloom into their own potential. In Kantian terms, as a rational being, a human being has a duty to cultivate their own potential.

A human being has a duty to himself to cultivate his natural powers (powers of the spirit, mind, and body), as a means to all sorts of possible ends. He owes it to himself (as a rational being) not to leave idle and, as it were, rusting away the natural predispositions and capacities that his reason can some day use.

Hence, “anyone who can’t take life’s side quests seriously will fail at everything.” You could also rephrase it as “anyone with no spiritual ambition is a fool.”

This challenge, which I’d started on a whim, had somehow ascended into a holy war fought on pure stubbornness.

The prize was no longer the point. It was a battle to prove that I am a rational being, that I am a Traveler, and that these beliefs of mine are right.

30 Minutes Left#

Almost all the customers had left, and a rig was free. I went for my final attempt.

(BGM: En aften ved svanefossen - Henrik Bålerud Haugen)

Into Turn 1, I carry speed deep before braking. With the throttle on, I steer to the limit and slow down just enough to run over the outside curb.

Through the S-curves, I run over every curb using only throttle control. Here, if you turn the wheel too much, the assist system forcibly cuts the throttle. Be careful and smooth.

At the last right-hander of the S-curves, I brake briefly just before entry to slow down and attack right up against the inside curb.

The first right-hand corner of the Degner Curve, I take flat out. Turn right around the 50 m marker so that the right wheels just barely touch the curb, and you can exit while barely staying stable.

After exiting, don’t relax: immediately turn right again and exit the second corner while slowing down. Once you pass the apex, get on the throttle right away.

At the Hairpin, I start slowing right after passing the right-hand curb and turn hard to the left. When the rotation is mostly done, I get on the throttle and slowly unwind the steering.

At Spoon Curve, I brake for a moment just before entering the first left-hand corner, and run wide until only the left wheels remain on the track. I bring the wheel straight for an instant, then turn left again with about 20% brake. The goal is to carry as much speed as possible out of the corner and exceed 285 km/h at the first arch.

After that, I don’t lift until the chicane. At the chicane, it’s full brakes just before the 50 m marker. Wait a beat, turn right, and pass as close to the pole as I can without knocking it over. Hugging slightly too far right sets me up to take the following left-hander stably and exit with speed.

After that, I avoid the curbs, stay along the right edge, and cross the finish line.

On my 4th session of the day, on lap 11, with 13 minutes left until the tally, I got this run.

1:30.020

  • S1: 32.763
  • S2: 39.823
  • S3: 17.433

I finally took 1st back, by 0.25 seconds! No other challengers showed up, and 10 minutes later, tally time finally came.

The staff updated the leaderboard, and I became the winner of week 2.

Week 3#

My nerves had, quite literally, probably burned out. I couldn’t get out of bed properly on Monday, so I decided to take Tuesday off work as well. The excuse was that I’d fallen ill, but it’s not entirely a lie.

On Monday I was completely incapacitated. I finally recovered on Tuesday and went to the shop, where there was a challenger. He’d set a 1:29.771. The fight had finally entered sub-1:30 territory.

When I saw the name registered in 1st place, I learned it was the rival I’d taken down in week 2. He’d even brought his own gloves, so he’s clearly a hardcore player.

Even though I won in week 2, this doesn’t feel like a complete victory. At the very least, I’d like to get under 1:30.000, but at the moment I have absolutely no idea how to improve.

The event ends in a few days. Until the rig is removed, I’ll keep at it, taking it easy enough not to wreck my health.

Summary#

A racing game beginner who knew nothing about F1 setting a 1:30 at Suzuka Circuit in 10 days is pretty impressive, isn’t it?

That said, it’s just a game’s time attack. From the outside, a grown adult skipping work on a weekday afternoon, pouring energy drinks down their throat and gripping the wheel guided by the scent of rosemary is downright ridiculous.

But over these two weeks, I became convinced. You should take life’s side quests seriously. Pushing my arms to the limit, wrecking my lower back, there was definitely a view that you can only see beyond the point where your focus burns out your nerves.

Honestly, even if I hadn’t won, I think I’d have felt some degree of satisfaction. The focus had already shifted from winning and getting the prize to beating my personal best, and to breaking 1:30.000. In short, it was a battle against myself.

Also, I’m glad I discovered how fun competing can be. I basically don’t like competing with other people. In that respect, indirect competition through a leaderboard was great.

Did the people who competed on scores and times in arcades decades ago feel like this? I tend to go for nostalgia, so I was happy to get exactly the same experience of fighting for 1st place on a shop leaderboard. I didn’t resent my opponents. Quite the opposite, I felt grateful: it was because I had a rival that I was able to try this hard! So that stuff wasn’t just pretty talk after all.

The number 1:30.020 is not just a record. It may be the proof that I struggled to be a Traveler rather than a mere spectator… or so I could say. I won’t forget this number for a while, and I won’t forget the layout of Suzuka Circuit for the rest of my life.

I’m quite interested in F1 now. If I ever watch a race live, I’ll definitely root for McLaren.

The remains of a dream
The remains of a dream

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